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Granted, it wasn't a five-year-plan, as some couples do, but our two-year-plan made sense for us. While I worked toward our ultimate goal, he decided to take a back seat.
Instead of working more, both at his current (part-time, mind you) job and on his music, he sort of He'd never been an exceptionally ambitious person, but believing I had enough ambition for both of us, I let it slide at first.
There was no way I could keep that dating fire burning as practicality invaded our lives. Something I haven’t wanted to admit for a long time, but is undeniable.
And even worse, it seemed that the harder I tried to be sentimental and lovey-dovey, the less it was reciprocated. Or, once we had a daughter, when I shared the responsibility of watching over her. Because as our marriage progressed, I found myself offering to help out around the house more and more. It took me longer than I care to admit to understand what was happening. Through giving, through doing things for my wife, the emotion that I had been so desperately seeking naturally came about. An emotion that, once had, somehow magically stays within a marriage forever. And I’m saddened to think about how much those messages bounced around in my head for so long.
And even when I let it out of my chest, it wasn’t love. Telling someone you love them doesn’t mean that you do.